Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Through the Fire

By: Lauren Beckner
Isaiah 43:1b-2
"Fear not, for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee…"


I don't know how much experience you have with fire. Most everyone has enjoyed a good bonfire at some point in their life. Fire can be beautiful. But it can also be very scary.

This past winter, we were enjoying a roaring fire in our wood-burning fireplace. It was toasty, the wood was crackling and popping, and I was thankful. And then a giant gust of wind came down the chimney, and it forced the fire out of the fireplace into the room. In a matter of seconds, the beautiful fire had turned into a destructive, consuming, threatening mess. The flames had taken hold to the mantle and were quickly climbing the wall. I grabbed my child and headed outside while my husband extinguished the fire with quick thinking and several buckets of water. Our house was only on fire for two or three minutes, but in that time the entire mantle and part of the wall had been burned. Our home had been filled with ash, soot, and smoke. It smelled for days. My husband had to rebuild the mantle. We spent the better part of a week ridding our home of the damage done by the fire in a very short amount of time.

I don't know about you, but I don't like to endure anything. Sometimes I get downright irritated when I have to go through something hard. And I've had my fair share of hard situations. Sometimes I think…, "but I'm following Jesus… this isn't fair!" I fell into that trap this past week. I was reading in Isaiah and drawing comfort from the verses above that promise that God is with me. And then I was struck by something I'd never noticed before. Wait, was that right?! I read the verses again. And again. Yep, it was right there.

"…When thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned…"

Now that’s weird. It doesn't say we WON'T walk through fire. Nor does it say IF you walk through fire. It says WHEN you walk through fire. I'm not real fond of that part. But then it goes on. It doesn't stop there, my friend. It says that we won't be burned.

Fire is intense. Its destructive. It can be very painful. But we will not be burned. We may have to walk through it. We may have to fight it. We may have to endure. But we will not be burned. Our eyes may sting from the smoke. It make take time to recover. But we will not be burned.

That’s what I know. And so…

Monday, May 11, 2009

Opportunity

Opportunities may only come once in a lifetime, maybe twice

Opportunity for greatness, or a chance to lend a helping hand

For I have never been more excited for another opportunity

This is my opportunity to take a stand

We all have the opportunity to spread the good news

To save a dying generation, or just one heart

To show compassion for the weak, and support the strong

For those who’s been waiting to make a difference; it’s never too late to start

God gives us all the opportunity to play a part

Just listen to him for guidance

Of course there will be ups and downs

But everything will eventually make sense

I want to praise God for his greatness

Something that is unmatched

For the opportunity to praise him and spread his word

I pray we all can make a big splash

For when people are down and in need of help

Your conscience will tell you how to react

For the greatest gift given is the gift of life

I just want to praise God for that

Eternal life is given to those who believe

I pray for those unsaved

For making it into heaven

Will turn my struggles into praise

Its now our opportunity to praise our loving God

To let everyone have the opportunity to experience his greatness

For his greatness has done so much for me

An opportunity is what I have, and for that I am truly blessed

- Scott Overstreet

I KNOW God leads me.

Proverbs 20:24A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can any man understand his own way?
For a long time I've been working on keeping my big mouth shut using discernment. Proverbs often reminds us that it is wisdom to know when to speak and when to be silent. Sometimes I have something that I'm positively itching to share... and I do.. and it's a catastrophe. I wasn't in communication and looking for discernment with God. I didn't say anything wrong... but I didn't ask my King first. Other times I'm afraid to speak.. yet I know that He's urging me to. I've often said I "know" (knowledge) that God will lead me... but then I just act and do myself. I don't talk to Him about it. Therefore it's only knowledge. Know ING means I will act directly as a result... even if I'd rather not.
Last night a situation arose where I felt like God was prompting me to speak with an individual who I greatly respect, love and admire. I was intimidated and felt inadequate. I remembered this time my desire to LIVE what I KNOW... that God promises to direct our steps. I hesitated and the person I needed to speak to left the building. I walked out to my car praying that the Lord would give me clarity to know what to do, and no sooner did I finish praying than I looked up and saw the man drive up, stop the car, and roll his window down. Wow. Talk about awesome. Finally I didn't wonder if I should have spoken.. or cringed for not keeping my mouth shut. I obeyed and God made it happen. I KNOW that God leads me... and I don't ever want to step off of this incredible path. It might be narrow, but there is no safer... more peaceful... joyful... or fulfilling place to be. love, mary

He Answers

I had a friend with great medical concerns... it was scary. We prayed, test results came back clear. God is so kind! - Anonymous

Saturday, May 2, 2009

My Portion

By: Katie Naff
Why should I feel discouraged?
Why should the shadows come?
Why should my heart feel lonely? And long for heaven and home?
When Jesus is my portion. A constant friend is He.
His eye is on the sparrow. And I know He watches over me.
(from the hymn “His Eye is on the Sparrow”)


Surely I am not the only one who gets discouraged with the way life is sometimes. What’s even more interesting to me is that, in recent months, I have been discouraged even though I am living the life I dreamed of- being a stay-at-home wife and mother. It’s truly amazing to me that Satan can creep in and discourage even when a person is living her wildest dreams come true. Amazing! Amazingly frustrating! (And how much more does he creep in when things are going badly!?)

My husband and I have been living in our current city for several years now but have yet to make any strong friendships here. As I’ve mentioned before, my husband works a lot and is in school while I stay home with our daughter. We only have one vehicle so unless we coordinate well; I am at home car-less. Sometimes I think I am going to go nuts being in the house with her all day, every day. It gets lonely. Since we don’t have many friends here, I long for my friends “back home.” Yet, at the same time I know they are not the answer. I would not find satisfaction there.

A second car is not the answer. Finding a wonderful group of friends here is not the answer. Nothing this world can offer me is the answer. I would not and could not find satisfaction there, wonderful as those things may be.

No, Jesus is the answer. It is only Jesus who is able to satisfy me. For He is my portion. He is enough.

When I’m tempted to despair – He is my portion. When I’m tempted to complain – He is my portion. When I’m tempted to feel overwhelmed – He is my portion. When I’m tempted to run – He is my portion. His grace is sufficient. His love is unending. His mercy is unfailing.

He is enough.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Thanking God for Baby Stellan

We prayed for the Lord to bring baby Stellan through an extremely risky heart surgery... He did. We prayed for his SVT to be controlled without another (immediate) surgery... and it is. We prayed for strength and peace for his family when they were told Stellan would have to remain in the hospital for another month. He is heading home TODAY... only 3 day later. God is so good! Thank Him.. and don't stop praying when you see His goodness, pray all the more!

Update: "... Condemnation"

GUESS WHAT GOD DID?!?!My husband went by our formerly condemened / carefully fixed/ much loved / flooded kitchen (see post below for details)... former home to check the progress of the floor drying and to pick up the estimate from the insurance company. To our utter crazy-delight, this check is enough for...

- repairing the kitchen floor ourselves
- paying off our ENTIRE LOAN that we had to obtain in order to repair our house!!
- exactly. no more. no less.

Recap:Bad situation in the world's eyes - found out our house was condemend. Had to move out.- Through God: THIS was the situation that revealed the reason for my health problems that would not have otherwise been discovered... and I am after 3 years doing so much better!Bad situation in the world's eyes - without a home- God provided a wonderful place for us to stay!Bad situation in the world's eyes - kitchen flooded- Our Great God - used this situation to pay off our loan... and bring us full circle!ONLY GOD could have orchestrated these events so perfectly... and so completely. There is no other explanation and I'm forever thankful! He is so good... above and beyond all I could have asked for! Please thank Him with me... and keep praying for the sale of our house. We'll wait with eager expectation to see what He will do! Thank you for praying! Love, Mary